Change of Plans
I mentioned two weeks ago that I planned to go back to
college for my teaching degree. Well after finding out (two days before my
first class started) that I needed to take the Praxis 1 test and two additional
classes outside of the program before I could start my coursework, I took a
step back and spent a good deal of time thinking about my future, what I wanted
out of it, and if getting a teaching degree was really what I wanted to do.
I’ll spare you the details, but in the end it came down to
this: I want to be an author. That’s been the only true dream, and only
profession in life that I can truly say that I’ve want to do for a living.
Teaching seemed to fit the bill for financially covering the necessities in
life, but it isn’t what I feel I was made for. Writing full time is my main
professional dream. It’s what I’ve aspired to do since I was 15. And I just
feel that I need to chase that dream full force for a period of time.
Times are going to be tough for my family as I’m not going
to be making any income, and it’s all going to fall on Nikki to support us, but
she does make enough to support us, and she likes her job (which allows her to
work from home). It’s a setup that society might frown upon, the wife
supporting the family, but it is only temporary (our plan is to give me two
full years of writing full time. If I’ve met with any success and see writing
as a potential income garner, then that time frame might expand indefinitely). Besides
that, though I do consider society’s judgment on issues like this (sometimes
there’s a reason why so many people feel something is good or bad, and to just
completely ignore the opinion of the masses would be foolish in my opinion), I
don’t let it rule my, or my family’s, lifestyle.
So that’s the update! I’m going to follow my true dream!
That’s pretty liberating to say. Who knows, this could work; and though,
statistically speaking, it seems like an impossibility that I’d be able to
support a family as an author, there’s always that slim possibility that my
dream might be realized, which only increases in likelihood when you throw in a
strong determination into the equation.
As far as Tomework goes, I still plan on accepting jobs, I’m
just not going to be marketing. So feel free to send me an email to ask me
questions about a job. I’ll make time and I’ll get to it if it’s a job I feel
is a good match.
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